Of pools, finger and Fighting Cancer.

combo post again... i realise i dun reali have much to blog nowadays. or is it that i'm too lazy n rather waste my time elsewhere... anyway, i write stuff here that i wan to remember n forbid myself to forget.

Story 1
went to mx's apartment. a cozy place with a reali reali nice view.

was 2 hours late because of my car. my weird car needs to be sent to the hospital.
by the time we decided to use the wira instead, it was nearly 5 and jg has to be back by 6...
decided to take him back first. upon fetching him home, i was in a split decision whether to go or not to go.... heck, i was never good in making decision. the question of the day was "To Go or Not To Go".

as i turn into my housing area, i suddenly felt guilty of "pang poay kii" and decided to go...
drove all the way to Ping's house juz to remember that i was suppose to go to mx's place. gosh, i hate my sense of direction. Reached there safe and sound with my mum's wira only to be thrown into the pool for being late.

and thats where story 2 begins....


Story 2
after being pushed into the pool. i tried to drag the person who pushed me down together. being unable to reach her, i pulled the reclining chair she was sitting on and somehow or rather the the reclining chair's upper portion adjusted and "kepit" her finger. nobody realise except sp... it was super scary...

her finger literally got flattened and a slight dent can be seen.... me, being the one who caused the whole incident, drove her to the nearest and only hospital in bayam baru, Hospital Pantai Mutiara. n yes, i was still soaking wet that time.

admitted her to the hospital. gone thru some check ups and took an X-ray. It turned out that her finger was reali flattened. if she was a guy, the finger would probably had been fractured. But since she has girly hands, the bone was merely compressed, not broken. But from wat i saw, it was freaking painful.

Felt reali reali reali reali reali reali reali reali reali reali guilty....

searched my wira for an extra clothes n found the black INTI shirt still neatly packed in it plastic casing which i manage to grab when registering in inti early this year(thanks Jt, if it weren't for u, i'll either have to go shirtless or soaking wet.) and i also found a pair of pants which i thought was lost. i cant remember when or why i had it there. but nevertheless it was dry.

had to swipe my mum's credit card to pay for the hospital's enormous, blood-sucking, overly priced bill... i thought the least i could do was pay for the hospital bill. but turned out that hm's mum is not a women u can bargain with easily. i tried to be responsible for my actions but her hokkien was juz no match for mine. Unwillingly, i was reimbursed.

But now each time i look at it, i can feel the eternal guilt. when u can see that the victim is feeling the pain while the person who caused it is happily minding his own business. No, i am not that kinda guy. i simply cannot go around acting like nothing ever happened.

Anyway, after things get stable, we head back to mx's apartment.

haizzzz.... these few weeks are reali not my day. its bad incidents one after another. sometimes i still think back to the moment i was wondering if i should go in the 1st place. if i had juz turn into my house n sleep, none of this will happen. But then again, what is done is already done and cannot be undone. we can just move forward.

moving on....

Story 3
this happened yesterday, went to youth park for the "Relay For Life Campaign"... they were collecting funds for those who are fighting cancer(i think). mx and sp was participating, so we (me,omar,wp,hm,joel) tagged along.

One of the things i learnt was helium gas can reali make u sound like a chipmunk... i thought it only works in cartoons but this time i saw it right before my very eyes. and i even experienced it 1st hand!! n yes, i do sound like a chipmunk!!! Ian showed me that. haven't seen him in awhile. hahaha. he didnt change one bit.

I enjoyed the day very much but was actually quite exhausted from the day before. but, i leave no regrets and contented on how it went by.






Test and assignments deadline is reaching.... Exam is in about 4 weeks... i can reali feel the pressure now... i need to spend more time with books.

till nxt time, i'm starting to feel sleepy again. bye.

Tobey And Me...

Went for a movie on Thursday...
atleast something for the hell i have been going thru recently...


anyway, watched Marley and Me,
a tale about a family. From husband, wife and dog to father, mother, children and dog....
not a bad movie... quite touching... watch for urself to know.

n saw ching and the gang there as well... never expected to see them. n when i see them again, i remember of the RC times. why didnt i go back form 6? and of course, again i felt so small compared to them.



anyway, my story starts only after the movie....
u know the time when after u watch a movie u feel like part of ur life after that resembles the movie?
something like how leo nard can jump off a bike moving at around 60km/hr after he watched spiderman III.

yes, my dog suddenly became 80% like marley(except for the chewing part).
It refuses to let me do anything else but sit beside him....


"how?", u may ask.

if i do anything else(computer, TV, etc....), it will bark non stop and wake everyone up including the neighbours. But if i juz sit in beside it then it'll keep quiet. its better to have 1 person not sleeping than for everyone in the neighbourhood to be not sleeping.

and so.... i sat there. beside my dog for nearly 2-3 hours.... that was the day before yesterday.

and as for today, my aunt(the main person taking care of the dog) is going to Genting Highlands, surely there will be more "Tobey and Me".

okay, i can hear my dog howling for lunch....
cdb....

better.

Last nite for no apparent reason i dreamt that i had long hair....
in my dream, i woke up, saw the mirror n on it is a reflection of me with long hair....

with long straight silky sunsilk-advertisement-material hair.....


"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!"


i woke up shortly after that.




anyway, i guess wat i'm trying to say is i'm getting better.... more of the old me is coming back.


well, till nxt time.


p/s : most people wont understand this post. but i think some will.