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Exams..... are over..... I have 2 months to do watever i want..... no vacation or watsoever plan..... so i'll be here to do watever i like... for 2 whole months....
I.... I.... dunno wat to say....... I somehow DONT feel like i'm in "Holidays" now.... Yes, yes.... call me an ungrateful brat.... I dont know.... i juz dont feel.... free? is that the right word?
For some unknown reason i feel so tied down..... i have everything now!!! Basically everything i need!! if i want to go out, i can basically go out anytime i like.... I have SparkiE 24/7(i juz need to be back by nightfall, cannot ride at night) I got back my PS2 WITH GAMES this time thanks to Kelvin. I have frends like Oung, Ping and Chiao, who has apartment facility that i can intrude....
But still i feel so chained..... I cant even sleep..... wait, i can sleep.... but keep waking up feeling like someone is going to kill me! waking up with this impending doom.... (impending doom....a recognition of heart attack.haha.argh. not even in the mood for lame first aider jokes... ) it wasnt a nightmare that scares me.... more of reality that is scaring me in my dreams....
Paranoid mode auto-ON....
Everythings seems too perfect now.....
I dont know wats wrong... i juz know something is....
"Happyness is a state of mind..... U dont need anything to happen to be happy nor need anything to happen to not be happy....." ~Marcus L.~
Marcus Lim Wen Chung, 3 E LorongDelimaTiga, Island Glades, 11700, Gelugor, Penang,
Winston Pereira & Rotary Club, Titiwangsa Education Scholarship Fund
Congratulations!
On behalf of the scholarship committee of the Winston Pereira Education Scholarship* for deserving students, we would like to congratulate you that you have been selected for the scholarship award.
Now, you may achieve your dream of obtaining a professional education to pursue an internationally recognised program through Olympia College Penang.
Please bring along this letter for registering before then 15th of November 2008.
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . huh?? wat??? Winston who? Are you sure u got the right Marcus Lim?? i certainly dont recall applying for such a scholarship.... huh? Thanks anyway......... whoever you are that applied under the name of Marcus lim i'll think about it......
n so i searched it thru.. n got this but then again.... i already have INTi......
I juz took it from Cubix's blog cuz it looks fun......
1. Put your music player on shuffle. 2. For each question press the ‘next’ button to get your answer. 3. You must write the name of the song down no matter what!!! 4. After you’ve answered all the questions tag 5 other people and let them they’ve been tagged and to do the meme themselves:
If someone says ‘is this okay?’ You say: Show me the meaning - Backstreetboys
What would best describe your personality? Cuts deep inside - C21 cut ppl??
What do you like in a guy/girl? Overprotected - britney spears??? I havent listen to this song for YEARS!! n it has to come out in this column???
How do you feel today? End of me - Marion Raven yes, i actually feel nearly dead today.....
What is your life’s purpose? Shake the planet - Planet Shakers Ahahaaha!!
What do your friends think of you? One heart - O-Town
What do you think of your parents? When You Believe (no cutoff) - Pfeiffer and Dworsky(Prince of Egypt Soundtrack) yup.... absolutely no cutoff.....
What do you think about very often? Battle Theme ( Final Fantasy IX Soundtrack) - Nobuo Uematsu life's a battle, rite? n its my phone ringing tone too!
What is 2+2? A Whole New World - Disney's Aladdin 2+2 = A whole new World....... hmmm.....
What do you think of the person you like? Bubbly - Colbie Caillat HAHAHA!!!
What is your life story? Rolling Star (Bleach Opening Theme) - Yui its rolling alright.....
What do you think when you see the person you like? Alone - Gensomaden Saiyuki (extended version) . . . . . . . . . . . . no comment. . . . . .
What do your parents think of you? Numb - Linkin Park somewat true...
What will you dance to at your wedding? Para Para Sakura - Aaron Kwok huh? para??
What will they play at your funeral? Wonderwall - Oasis
What is your hobby/interest? Breakaway - Kelly Clarkson
What is your biggest secret? How to save a life - The Fray
What do you think of your closest friends? Perfect - Simple Plan well... some are..... reali
What should you post this as? Dreams - Alysha
But I prefer Like a rose - A1
Tag. Easaw! Chia Haw! Eric! Lee Jun Guan!!! Joel!! (Hoo may update for him[fullstop])
ok.... the last out-of-normal-thing that happened was badminton at N-Park......
This is my part of the story on how it suddenly became a trip.....
was discussing about wat to do for lab..... all of us had no idea... absolutely no idea wat to do...... For the 1st time in my whole entire INTi life...... i received a praise (or rather not a negative remark) from Mr. Chan.... he said my group was the closes to the answer..... so i put in a lot of thought in to my little lab work.....
n yes...by time, great effort and countless teethbrushing sessions..... i figured it out...... i figured the concept out..... but i made a bluudy mistake right at the end...... 5% of 5 became 4.5(correct answer is 4.75)...... For that very reason.... my calculations got screwed..... damn sad..... n yes... i only realise that AFTER my assessment..... i reali felt bad that time..... n i was in marcuslim-serious-mode that time..... didnt work.... i fail to justify......
Oh wait...... i digressed fro the main topic....... back to where i left...... we were discussing about this particular problem..... then
Suddenly, out of nowhere, wen ping's lab partner asked..... H M: "eh,Mah chai ai ki tee toh badminton ah??" (eh,tomorrow want to go play badminton?) me: huh??? H M: kee tee toh badminton. U cai tee toh bo? (play badminton. u know how to play?) me: oh well..... long time never play d.... y not... come la... eh wait.... i go ask my gang 1st..... H M: so lu in huh? n HA. Kiou Wen Ping lai pun!! (so, u're in? Call wen ping come oso!) (start laughing like crazy and i can clearly see that wink in the eye) me: wei, u all serious wan anot?? H M: serious wan..... bo lau lu eh.... (seriously. not lying) me: errr....ookay.....
Later i went to ask my fello badminton fans...... "eh... wan go play badminton..?"
joel immediately rejects the offer because there's no bowling nor pool in a badminton trip....... then told everyone the story and wen ping was like, "wan wan wan, i so long never play d" jun guan was "ok... can oso.. where izzit?" they said its at N park...... n obviously, for all of those who knows me.... my direction suc real bad...... so wen ping went instead to get directions as he claims to know that area cuz he used to have professional badminton training there last time when he was little...... i called him to ask Nian(one of the guys going for the badminton trip)........ then he dragged wen ping to wei wei and from the corner i can see them laughing loudly leaving wen ping lost...... I felt pretty bad that time....... So i asked again..... me: wei, u all serious wan anot?? Nian: Sure lar.... we everytime go play wan.... . . (then i recall jeslyn saying something about Inti guys n girls playing badminton at N-park there.....) . . H M: On la.... Be sai disappoint u lang ae.... (its on. cannot disappoint u guys) me: u all dun look serious...... like wan kidnap us
After this, almost after every class, they will go like..... "eh... remember k.... 2-4..."
The next day came...... we had class in the morning...... Normal stuff. Normal stuff. Normal stuff.
N besides learning Calculus on that day, i also leant that they were pairing up wen ping n some girl...... n that girl is going too! Ahahaha! i wont go into that right now....... only on that very day, i can truly c some truth in their faces...... n so we went......
I went from 1 corner of the island to pick jun guan from his house........ Then i went to the other part of the island to pick wen ping from his house...... and finally go to the middle of the island to the badminton court..... i'll always have petrol to burn.... dun worry.... was a bit late there...... but arrived same time as the others......
Played badminton after that.... wah..... the pro wan is reali ho liau..... no match..... but anyhow..... its was fun..... never had exercise in a long time...... felt good....
n btw, sounds n noise are amplified in the lift.......
there..... it wasnt so bad wasn't it? the 1st outing wif Inti comrades...... i'll see wat awaits me on monday......... i still dun quite get some parts..... oh well... thats probably because i dun understand chinese......
n if any of those ppl mentioned above happen to read this...... hello...... u may leave a comment...... n if made any mistakes along the storyline then pls do correct me......
ps: initials were used in the place of the real names to avoid furure conflicts....
things are the same as they were....... HAPPPPPY..... bored..... then frustrated...... then sad....... And back to HAPPPPY...... n somewhere in between it i'll somehow think of a solution for my assignment......
yes..... for the past few days......
"Huah! maths assignment how to do?? all oso cannot answer?? Number one part a.) oso cannot understand d.... the rest how??? die d la......"
. . . . . 3 days later........ . . . While brushing my teeth....... "AHHH! i have found the solution for question 1 part a.)!!!!! WAAAAAA!!!!" quickly gurgle my mouth n attempted the method i discovered...... n it worked.... showed joel, wen ping all...... all amazed on how a marcus lim such as myself could think of such an approach....... ahahaha...... n while brushing his teeth..... i dun think they believe me.... but thats reali how it was.... . . . . . On the following day.... wait... i meant night..... . . . couldn't sleep..... felt a horrible guilt about something...... wen downstairs n watched F.R.I.E.N.D.S on StarWorld........ and all of the sudden..... "I found the solution to Question 1 part c.)!!!!!" grab a paper, tested my theory, and applied it...... i got my answer.... (NOTE:Question 1 part b.) is still not answered.....) . . . . . i do not know how long will it take until i reach number 2..... But hey! i'm progressing.........
Chinese only by ethnicity and skin colour. Unable speak a word of Mandarin, Cantonese, Hainanese or even Toe Chew which is suppose to be my mother tongue.. Already over form5 but look Form3.. can never grow up..Impossible to grow fat regardless what I do(anyone who have any bright ideas may post them here). Weird but sane.. This is me!
