hibernation.

this blog will now go into hibernation until marcus lim finds himself proper internet connection.

till nxt time,
marc.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

exams are over and holidays have officially started.
and in this short 3 days so far, i have been indulging myself in TV series.

thanks to jon easaw, i manage to get my hands on F.R.I.E.N.D.S. season 1 and 2. (i'm missing season 1-episode 2)

a very nice series to follow. i recommend this series to everyone. those who are bored to death from the sem break will surely be jolted back to life. its reali reali funny.

for those who's been living in a jungle and had never heard of F.R.I.E.N.D.S. tv series, its basically about this bunch of ppl together and how their lives affect each other. its a story of daily life. how each and everyone of them complained that their life sucks but made it hilariously funny and worth while after that.



but here's the thing.... the more and more i watch this series, the more I feel a sense of de ja vu... it all seemed quite familiar. And so i continued to watch and watch and watch. until it finally hit me. its like i've seen all this before. well, more or less.

Do u see any resemblance with this........

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hahaha! this is the crazy bunch of ppl i have been hanging out with for this year. although i dont always agree with them but they are undoubtedly my good friends. all of us with different past, different stories and totally different backgrounds. its kinda funny how things get tangled up in the way and how we met now that i think back again. awesome bunch of ppl. we're not all perfect but hey, we're people and we're still learning.

i dont have to introduce name by name now, do i?u know who u are.



and who knows, mayb in 10 years time, we might juz end up like them... or mayb not...




but the group picture above is not quite complete. we forgot the person BEHIND the camera... it is no other than Mr. Lee Jun Guan. But thankfully, in this modern age and time we have something known as "Photoshop cs2". its been a long time since i've ever used it properly. but anyhow, i will try my best.

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TADAAA!!!

Much Better! Now, everyone's here.

p/s: i have no idea y my legs are like that. mayb i'm not too fond of geese.

well, till nxt time! gonna continue watching now. and i will do so until i get a call from borders.

ghost of marcus's past.

its going to be a long boring post.

been doing a little trips to the past. well, atleast thats wat i call it...

following a series of constant insomnia, my mind begin to wonder all night long. suddenly thinking a lot about my past.
about who am I and what i did.

something like the ghost of Christmas past paying me a visit. juz that he reminds me about a lot more things than juz past Christmases.

i begin to look back to all those stupid little things that i did.

some good some bad. and the bad habit of all these ghost of the past. they tend to remind u more of the bad one. the reali reali reali embarrassing ones. hahaha. things i wish i could juz Ctrl + Z. hahaha... but i feel that all these things happened for a reason and i believe its for the greater good. like how some would say, "Good or Bad, its hard to say!"


well, there are things that i can actually make me smile like some nut-case in the middle of the night. juz laughing silently to myself. the joy u actually receive by simply helping others. the smile u get from them after u do something for them. haha. sometimes, a simple "thank you" followed with a sincere smile makes everything that is sacrificed worth while. i start recalling a few.

n yea, been watching quite alot of tv recently too. the internet in my area has fallen to the level beyond help and i cant think of anything to do online anymore. so, in replacement of Internet, i put in some TV. been watching few weird moives here and there recently too...

movies like The Pursuit of Happyness, a movie i would recommend to all.. a reali good movie. its been so long since i watch a movie that could actually make my eyes water. 2 thumbs up for me. i juz dont like will smith with that funny Afro hair and mustache. other than that, an absolutely awesome movie. inspiring too. its good movies like these that feeds energy to my marcuslim short term unlimited energy semangat bar. i have been misusing it too often.energy bar at critical stage. in deep need of inspiration and motivation.

Star World is now like one of my favourite channels... i kinda like the series that they put in. watched a few episodes of FRIENDS, Simpsons and Royal Pains. and i somehow like they guy from royal pains. he just wants to go out there to help ppl. i wanna be something like that when i grow up. i may not have superb medical knowledge but i do have my basic 1st aid skills. does that count?

after watching all these, i remember the joy of TV which i had long-forgotten. been quite long since i got this good feeling after watching TV. now there is more balance in the things i like doing and things i dont like doing.



aha. went to maintain wif my 2 old buddies recently. went up BJ hill with chiao and easaw. chiao went up ahead of us before we even reach the foot of the hill. anyway, we met up there and exchanged stories. Easaw on the other hand, we had like 30 mins to catch up on things that happened in 2 years. hahaha. told him a lot of nonsense. and he's considered good d k. able to hike up well. we shall go again this week. after that had a call from "jun guan" and "joel lim" for movie. ran down and flew to queensbay.


watched G-force. okay la the movie. i feel darwyn is a very nice Guinea pig. a "man" that leaves no rodent behind. no matter wat. i respect that attitude. i could learn a thing or 2 from him. to be more reliable. to be able to say, "okay, dun worry, juz leave it to me" confidently and have at the same time gets the confidence of everyone else. i want to have that confidence.



all in all, in my soul searching. i came to afew goals in mind.

balance Entertainment and Study, more of both
More mountains
More TV
More risks
More confidence
less complains
less emo.(i'm a VERY emo person, i read thru the things i said in the skbg forums and i even feel sad for myself. that's bad. no more of that. its a happy life from now on.)
more breakfasts
less branch-es
more sleep during night n less during day
more stern
less crazy and childish acts
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in other words to be a better person. see me again in a month and see if there's a notable difference.hehe.


that'll be all. its late and i have test tmr. and i cant believe i'm typing this. nvm. come.. i will take on the challenge! bring it! no pain no gain.

forgot something?

A recent study suggests that merely glancing from left to right (the traditional “shifty look” of spies and sneaks) can boost memory power and help people differentiate between real and imagined memories. Moving the eyes up and down had no such effect. The trick may work because the specific left/right eye movement engages both the left and right hemispheres of the brain at the same time. As little as 30 seconds of the activity could be enough to help you remember where you left your wallet, or the number sequence needed to deactivate that bomb.

Dr Andrew Parker, of Manchester Metropolitan University, explains “Often, we may be confused over whether a memory is for something real or something we only imagined or thought about.

"For example ‘Did I really lock the door or did I only imagine locking the door?’ Bilateral eye movements may help us to determine accurately the source of our memory.

“This could be important in situations where we feel uncertain, unclear or maybe even just confused about what we may have done or said.

“Our work shows that true memory can be improved and false memory reduced. One reason for this is that bilateral eye movements may improve our ability to monitor the source of our memories.”

“Some research indicates that certain types of memory – for example what one did yesterday, or memory for a word in an experiment – are dependent upon interactions between the cerebral hemispheres.”

This research was published in the science journal Brain and Cognition, and is further evidence that eyes and memory are likely somehow connected.

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so the nxt time i ask if i locked my car, i'll turn my eye from left to right and try to recall... we'll see if it reali works. haha!

i hope it does.

cause it gets irritating at times. i keep asking other ppl if i locked my car or not. if i took my bottle or not.

today, jun guan can even tell me my inti account password which i myself fail to remember.

me and my memory

mountains

lately there's a couple of things troubling my little head.
nothing much can be done about that, so i chose to free up my mind in some way.

its started from an absolutely ramdom thought. during class as Mr. Alan Wong is teaching about transformers, my mind will be wandering around. body there, soul not there. after the class i juz went "i wan go climb mountain!"...

if u knew me long enough, u'll see that i'm full of this weird sudden things.
when i came to that decision, jun guan was dragged along as he follows me home. poor jg...

in our college attire, we took on BJ hill which is juz opposite INTi. realised how unfit i reali am and how jg walks non-stop like a robot.

that was the 1st time. my mind was cleared a little but i guess 1 time is not enough. after that, jg seems to share the same enthusiasm and we decided to hike up again. this time, wen ping decided to tagg along. and since wp tagged along, yonn-weih has no choice but to follow too cuz he follows wp home. the curse of the non-drivers.

and from there, we can now see 4 crazy guys hiking up BJ hill at the weirdest times with their jeans and sandals.

u can see his version here.



hahaha... sorry guys, all because 1 guy came up with a random mountain climbing idea. but its good exercise and a good way to free up the mind.

Arghhh.. i have to stop thinking too much. focus on wats reali important and forget the rest. why is is it so hard, marcus?? (slaps self)

watever happened, is already too late and for watever that is going to happen, no matter how much u worry, nothing will change. thats wat i keep telling myself. i know that! but i cant do that.

oh yea, suddenly remembered the time i watched spiderman III during jg's birthday. a reali nice movie. gets me everytime... listened to a very nice saying from aunt mary that reali striked me.

peter parker: i dont know wat to do now.
aunt mary: you must start with the hardest thing. you must forgive yourself.

raaah!

i feel like this now....

dont get it? something like this.....

i have bitten off more than i can chew.

so now i'm helplessly lost. juz waiting for my time to come.
can i just sit there like an idiot like nothing is ever gonna happen?

why cant i walk thru fire laughing and escape death smiling like i used to....

i want the old me back.
can i reformat my head to how it was last year?
that'll be all...

p.s : watermelons are great thirst quenchers...

Birthday meanings

Is your birthday day 1 of the month? Your Life You are very curious and dedicative. When you are interested in something, everything else has to wait. This is your quality. But if you learn to be more patient and complete what you have started, you will be successful in life. Your Love You believe in love at first sight. You won't wait to learn more about the person. Vise versa, people who fail to impress you will hardly get a chance to be your friend. Your emotion is on the extreme. You can only love or hate, nothing in between and this often shows in your __express! ion. Try not to end a relationship in a quarrel. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 2 of the month? Your Life You have great common sense but usually fail to follow through. This might happens because you are too busy with your mission and shut yourself from the outside world. You are clever and profound so there's a slight chance for self-control problem. Your Love Your love progress slowly, and quietly. You seem to be contented with your unrequited love. Your are a romantic and loyal lover. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 3 of the month? Your Life Although you are innocent and romantic but your ___ex-pression often mislead others that you are an active, fun loving kid. Because of your double personality, it's hard for others to really know the real you. You arecareful and patient. Your Love Your love is the greatest which often surprises others. No one can bring you to light when you are in love. Your confidence might lead you to the track your parents disagree. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 4 of the month? Your Life You usually think before acting which makes your life quite easy. But you often are the one who give yourself a hard time by being paranoid... People might not truly understand you but you are really nice to be around. You are cheerful , loyal and friendly.. Your Love Still water runs deep, that's what you are. You always surprise others with your new character when you are in love. Your love trap often comes unexpectedly and your love life is full of surprises, but you lead the happiest love life. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 5 of the month? Your Life Although you are on the quiet side, but you enjoy excitement and changes. Routine is something you cannot stand. Because of your extreme confidence, you hardly ask others for opinion.. You believe in leading your own life, and you have got the gift in doing so. Your Love Nothing can stop you from making progress in your love life. Once you are in love, you feel the ownership of your lover. A third party can only makes your jealousy becomes worse. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 6 of the month? Your Life You are generous with people in need, sometimes to an extreme that people find you nosey. Your hidden courage and dedication often surprise others. Your imagination is extremely unique. Your Love Your love life is on the smooth track because it grows from friendship. Although you may not make a sweet lover but your sincerity bring happiness to your couple. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 7 of the month? Your Life You are sensitive to changes around you but your feeling is hardly expressed. You hate exaggerations. Under your quiet personality, you are rather stubborn and self-ce! ntered. These qualities are the force behind your extreme persistence. Your Love You have enormous courage to please your lover. Your relationship often progress quickly. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 8 of the month? Your Life Yo! u have pleasant and friendly personality. People look u to your wit and imagination. You are unpredictable and hardly complete what you started, which sometimes create negative impact to people around you. Your Love Falling in love becomes your routine. Most of the time you are lucky. You fascinate people with good taste but you never have enough with one. Although your love progresses very fast, it never lasts. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 9 of the month? Your Life You often have problem in promoting yourself, just because you don't know how to express your true self. On the other hand, you don't really care what they think. This is why people misunderstand you until they really get a chance to learn about your pleasant personality. Opposite sex find you mysterious and worth searching.. Your wit is remarkable but sometimes you are too fast to follow. Your Love You won't revea! l your feeling even after dreaming about the same guy over and over. Your first love lasts forever. You are responsible to the feeling of your lover. The chance to betray your lover is none. You have luck with children. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 10 of the month? Your Life You are very capable. If you are a woman, you have high chance to be a renowned workingwoman. If you are a man, your path to fame and honor is near. As an innovator, you are not a good follower. You are good in implementing your imagination and share it with others. You are always well dressed. Your Love You often lose your love ones from being too jealous. You always feel like you own the person you fall in love with and that often blows your relationship. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 11 of the month? Your Life You are gracious, elegant and prudent. People admire your qualities and some even become jealous of you. You are realistic, flexible and adaptable. You are remarkably kind and moral person. Your Love You are willing to sacrifice yourself for the one you love. Your lover will always have your gentleness, care and loyalty. You will always be happy to hand around the one you love. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 12 of the month? Your Life You are friendly, humorous and full of energy. You are open-minded and do not care for minor details. Your weak point is your hot temper. Your Love You are willing to start off in one-sided love affairs because you strongly believe that you will eventually win his/her heart.. On the other hand, once you are together, you always want to do things your way, which is often the fire starter. You usually run in a! nd out of love quickly. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 13 of the month? Your Life You are sincere and easy going. Flattering and charming around are not your style. You care so much for freedom that often leads you to the difficult path. Because of your sincerity, most people find you easy to be around although you are sometimes too str ightforward. Yo! ur Love Your gentleness, care and sincerity make you an attractive person. Eventhough you don't intend to be charming, but you naturally are, especially in the eyes of opposite sex. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 14 of the month? Your Life You are so confident that sometimes you forget about the people around you. If you have to be in one of the two teams, you will choose to be in the winning team. On the! other hand, you are kind and caring but above all, you care for your own benefits. Your imagination is unique and often gets implemented shortly after it comes across. Your Love You will not get soft with the one you don't really like, no matter how hard he/she tries. But once you feel for someone you have chosen, there's no getting back.. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 15 of the month? Your Life You are outgoing and love to be at the center of attention. From the outside, you may seem flashy, flirty, and tricky but your true self is strong, full of hope to be the leader. When you fail to convince someone, you will get frustrated, and perhaps let your temper shows. Your Love You are emotional. Many can win your heart at once, but not for long. This is why you hardly win a decent relationship. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 16 of the month? Your Life You always follow the good and the right instead of listening to your heart. Another word, you are a perfectionist... You care for every word people say about you. You often seen isolated while you are, by nature, curious and a dreamer who is ready to get over the edge to make your dream comes true. Your Love You often fall in love with a person who is much different from you, in age and other aspects. Your relationship grows on friendship. Love at fist sight is not your style. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 17 of the month? Your Life You ! neither want to be interfered nor have the desire to mess with others' life. But you are friendly and occasionally a party animal. You are always in a circle of friends. You often do things in your own way that occasionally go beyond the acceptable limit. People may find you childish and not very attractive in that sense. Your Love Your fun-loving character attracts opposite sex. Many of those are great.You often find yourself trapped among a few great guys while you have to choose only one. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 18 of the month? Your Life At first glance, people think you are quiet type of person. Actually you are cheerful, but conditionally. You will show your joyful character only in good mood. One the other hand, when you are moody, no one would dare to be around. Because of your emotion fluctuation and frank character, some find you hard to be around. Your Love You hardly show your feeling towards opposite sex no matter how much you like him/her. Your partner also has similar character so your love affairs often take quite a while to flourish. Time tells it all. Your sincerity makes you very attractive. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 19 of the month? Your Life You are great in managing everything in your life and this is how you gain respect from others. Because of this quality, you sometimes feel that you are better than the rest.. Extreme confidence might lead you to the wrong p! ath. You are a free bird and want to lead your own life. Your Love You love life is rather different from others'. When you are in love, nothing can stop you. You may often fight with your partner but, soon after that, you will make up in a way that surprises others. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 20 of the month? Your Life You are prudent, circumspect and take things seriously..... Before you make any move, you will think of a few alternatives that might take a while. You are patient, imaginative and target oriented. You value friendship more than anything else. Your Love You usually study your partner carefully before making any move. You never demand anything beyond the natural quality of that person. Your sincerity doesn't bring excitement in your love life but it brings deeply grown relationship. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 21 of the month? Your Life You are curious and a true follower. You can please someone so much that it seem like you are trying to charm that person. You hide your disagreement under your smiling face. This is a charming quality of yours. Your Love You are quite unlucky in love. You are loved by someone you don't like while your dream man is so far away. Your love life is occasionally under turbulence. Sometimes you don't have the clear view of the guy in your heart. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 22 of the month? Your Life You have the boss character, but not a leader. Most people look up to you for your capability and confidence although they find you quite stubborn. You should listen more to! others. You are a unique and charming individual. Your Love You hardly take the moderate track. You either love or hate someone. Whom you call friends are the chosen ones. If any of them betray you, you won't let them get away without having hard time. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 23 of the month? Your Life You never live your life in the way others want you to. You are an independent individual who loves challenges and excitement. You are ready to face with the result of your decision. You are usually the one your friends count on. Your Love Because you love excitements, you occasionally get involved in forbidden love affairs. You may fall in love with a married person and no one can stop you from making progress. You are very charming, although you might not realize it. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 24 of the month? Your Life You are very optimistic and that's why you always enjoy life. You are gifted in entertaining others. Your friends love and trust you. You'll be the first they come to when they are in need of someone to speak their heart out. Your Love Sometimes you fall in love! just because you want to be in love, not that you really like that person. You always be seen as a sweet couple but you can't really get over your love ones from past. Your partner is usually crazy about you because you are remarkably charming and romantic. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 25 of the month? Your Life You are a warrior. No obstacle can stop you from reaching your goal. You always keep yourself busy. This quality plus your responsibility will eventually bring you success. Your Love You adore y ur partner as the number one priority. You value your love one more than yourself. Your love is the greatest of all and your have potential to get married young. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 26 of the month? Your Life You are always curious! and responsive to changes. Routine life is not the way you choose to live. Travelling is your favorite hobby because excitement is what you are after. Your Love You will not stand being around the one you dislike. Your love comes and goes quickly. You can be deeply in love but soon after you will be looking around for the next one. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 27 of the month? Your Life You are sensitive and vulnerable. Tears often run down your cheeks even when the matter is not that bad.. This might be the result from being to pessimistic. You might seem cold on the shell, but your inner self is a kind loving person. Your Love You will be elegantly dressed, no matter how casually dressed your date may be. You are emanding in love and sometimes to an unacceptable extend. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 28 of the month? Your Life You are a capable person but you usually underestimate your own ability. This is the cause of missing numbers of opportunity to step forward. If you try to give yourself a chance, you can be successful in life. Try to see things on the bright side and you will be happier than ever.. Your Love You are quite unlucky in love. The one in your arm is not the one in your heart. Your love has so many ups and downs. You often chicken out before seeing any progress in love. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 29 of the month? Your Life You can trust your sixth sense. Life is exciting so routine job is not your interest. You have great ideas and fantastic imagination. You often feel tired of things a! nd people around you. Your Love You can tell what's in the mind of another person just from looking into his/her eyes... You are paranoid and jealous and these are the cause of fights between you and your lover. Sometimes the thing you believe in is just your imagination. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 30 of the month? Your Life You are always surrounded by a circle of friends. You are friendly and fun to be with. Though you occasionally disappoint them by being stubborn, but over all, they love your qualities. Your Love You want to have full control of your love and that's not a nice way to treat your partner. You take your time in saying yes to his wedding proposal or if you are a man, you will not propose anyone until you are certainly confident which might take ages. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 31 of the month? Your Life Your emotion is hard to predict. You can be sad this minute and happy in the next. People might find it difficult to follow your emotion and understand you. You tend to take things seriously. Your Love You take your time to study a person before falling in love. Once you decide that he or she is the one, no one can stop you from making progress, even your partner.

hahaha... i received this mail from ma vin today. i find it quite interesting. hahaha. juz copied and pasted everything exactly.... lazy to edit. dont have a mouse with me now. my dad culik my tikus.

till nxt time.