everyone is hungry... everyone needs food....
after starving for so long. i thought i could only expect to eat plain white rice...
something i can get almost anywhere... easily available as there is abundance of it and hence there isnt much competition over it.... in other words, easy food. and its pretty feeling too. however, it alone is plain and quite tasteless... although it can make me full easily but will it reali satisfy me?? Its definitely enough to stay alive but it'll be like eating for ur stomach... we wont reali enjoy the food to our heart's content. like a vampire living on cow's blood instead of human's. but either way... however or in whatever way u look at it, u may still live a nice and peaceful life with juz white rice.
and by time, who knows, i might even like it...the simplicity of it. and they say that if u chew white rice in ur mouth long enuf, u can actually taste a little bit of sweetness (scientific explanation : enzyme amylase in our saliva will breakdown chains of starch, to simple sugar, maltose, and therefore giving sweetness). or the white rice may juz have some gravy or curry right under it together with more dishes. it juz needs us to "korek" deeper.
that's how i have thought to myself all these while.... this is wat i expect. a simple dish with a surprise center as a bonus.
but wat if... all of a sudden THIS suddenly is served right in front of me!
something far more tastier than i have ever expected! something more expensive than i could ever afford. and its served right in front of me. Even before the rice came.
there it lies...now what. .? take it?
i dont even know how to eat it?? how to break the shell?? where to start eating???
i have no clue..... i have never eaten any in my whole entire life.
should i still take it?? or continue waiting for the rice to come.
but wat a huge waste huh if i were to juz leave it there... i mean, its there, right in front of me n i were to juz ignored it.... its like walking past a 50$ note on your couch.... obviously, if i dont take it other ppl might juz do it... after all, who doesn't want such a grand meal??? i tell u, SURELY there will be competition... a lot of it...its an exquisite meal everyone would only dream about...
life is sometimes sooo unexpected. when we expect so little and suddenly given so much, we would even wonder if that is reali actually for us... or izzit for the guy nxt to us....
i reali dont know wat to do now... go for it?? no? well, thats juz the indecisive me... hahaha! nothing has changed all these years... i'll leave this abstract post here to remind myself nxt time... do not waste ur time trying to understand it, u wont get it.
n for all we know, the lobster may be alive n juz crawl away n everything will be of no use... life's unpredictable. thats the beauty of it, i guess.
till nxt time. (i'll try putting something smth ppl can actually read n understand)